Day 4 of the ABC diet, although the first 3 days were a little wacky.
Yesterday I could NOT for the life of me fall asleep, was in bed at 11:30 and didn't fall asleep til around 5 am. At one point I thought maybe my empty stomach was keeping me up so I tried eating a bowl of mixed berries with sugar, and naaadda. Ended up having to resort to sleeping pills. yet again. Ergh.
Anywho, today is a crazy hot day! Went to the mall with my friend L. Did some shopping, felt terribly fat, what else is new. She offered to buy me lunch, and I came so so close to caving. Just got a mineral water though (120 cals), and watched her eat her chinese food. Oh aint life grand. Afterwards we just cruised around for a bit, hit up starbucks and I got a tall iced coffee with milk (90 cals). Since I'm broke L actually bought it for me, best friend a girl could ask for :)
Now I'm just bumming around home painting my nails and watching netflix. I grilled some tofu, which puts me at my 400 cals for the day.
I'll probably go for a tan later, then maybe gym. God I don't want to gym. But I don't want to be this fat anymore either. Yep, life sucks.